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No sugar, please.

Someone asked me how talking to God worked for me. Here I want to share how it was when I was diagnosed and the days after.  “This shows you have diabetes.”  It’s my fault, there’s no way to get out of this- How can this be your fault? You can’t really control your body, not that much! And you know very well how much you’ve changed your lifestyle for the better, you even started working out already, how can this be your fault? I don’t want anyone to know, this is embarrassing- Why? Who says that? Which one of the many friends you have, would judge you or criticize you?  Why does this hurt so much? Why are tears fighting to go out? I wasn’t expecting this to happen. This wasn’t supposed to happen. I thought I had it under control. - I’m sorry, you were wrong, nothing is really under your control. You are one of many thousands of women in the same situation.  Im not worthy of being loved, so damaged, even genetically imperfect- Who says that? All huma...