My pain, His Compassion
The Lord appeared to us in the past, saying: “I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with unfailing kindness." (Jeremiah 31:3 NIV) The Bible says the heart is deceptive, and the feelings I had when preparing for the trip and saying goodbye to my family were so confusing that I had to ignore them and walk one step at a time, until I got here. In spite of how I felt, in the depths of my heart I did not hesitate or think at any moment of canceling the trip; despite the nostalgia, pain and fear, I had the full confidence that this was the God's will for my life, not knowing what the trip was going to be like or what was going to happen when I arrived to the ship. I mentioned before that the first few weeks here I was very calm, however, as Christmas Day approached, I began to notice some pain and sadness in my heart, I did everything possible to avoid it and ignore it, I knew it was a normal to miss my family on a very special date for us; this was...